I thought I would have LOTS of time for drawing during winter break. T_T

Well, I've been busy attending banquets and visiting families. And now I have to write essays for college application. I think I'l manage to finish the essays before the deadline but I don't know if they will be good essays... Hahaha.

I'm going to apply to 6 schools this week. I Think it's six... Hmm.. Maybe 8. Maybe 9. Hmmm... I think 8 since I sent 8 transcripts.

I'm filling out college application with lots of care. >_>;;

I drew stuff but it's not good enough to submit to the-already-sucking gallery. :<

I made two modern characters.

I want to play some Maplestory right now. :<

Only a week more? Only three days more for the first essay... :< Maybe I should work on that one first.

Oh. And also, I'm on pain medication for a reason I will not mention (it's too embarrassing) but I'm still suffering in pain! And I feel all groggy so I don't know if what I'm going to write for these essays will be legit (my essays are never legit) and I feel like throwing up. Aw, someone have pity on me. T_T I can't even properly enjoy winter break.

Actually, I watched Residence Evil 1 and 2. Yeah, kick zombies' butts!

Nobody tags me and I tag nobody. But.. whatever. >_>


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2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged

1. I can crack (the bones in) my wrist, knee-cap, and ankle. Oh, and also hip. I don't think everything can do this. @_@ I should stop.. but... I am not vulgar. >_>
2. I can eat ice cream faster than you.
3. I set off the school fire alarm once. Almost twice.
4. I got stuck between the handles of two escalators when I was little.
5. I got bit by a fat chihuahua on the first day of one year.
6. I can't go to sleep with noise or music.
7. I was the only kid who was able to draw an automobile in my preschool class (in Italy - I don't know if that makes any difference). 8D
8. I was obsessed with mummies and Aztec and Incas and Romans when I was little.

I am not a wild child.

(9. I got lost in a school field trip to a zoo in 3rd grade while waiting for a peacock to open its tail but it never did...)
(10. I'm too lazy to eat food sometimes.)

I am pretty random, but I don't keep track of my randomness... so.. >_> this is it!

Uh. Since I think very few people read my journal.. I will tag.. I don't know. :<

So currently I am reading "Crime and Punishment" (I love it!), doing statistic and chemistry homework and studying for SAT II.

I long for a day when I will not be haunted by my duty to .. uh.. learning things and doing homework. When I play computer games, or draw, guilt overwhelms me because I am not grasping the opportunity. The guilt becomes heavy and my conscience forces me to work. But as long as there is a room for progress, my mind will grid that as an obligation, to expand my abilities, to achieve the highest grade, or whatever.

But I hate being obligated to duties, to responsibilities. I am quite tired by everything, and more than refraining from responsibilities I cannot fulfill, I want to be lazy and be free from time's grasp. (Why did I read "Out of Africa"?)

Will I sulk in misery when I reach that wall, or will I be relieved? I think I am secretly hoping for a limit, which contradicts what I has been driving me all these years.

Yes, seniorities.

Of course I am not writing this on my college application essays.. >_>

I want to talk/chat/whatever, but there's nobody online. @_@ And I haven't been active in Gaia, my shop is supposed to be dead, and friends there aren't active as well. I don't want to go in a quest to make friends because I'm not that type of a person. I learned that there are many strange people out there.

My friends are getting ready for college or are mixed up in the APPLY FOR COLLEGE frenzy. I am looking into schools, too. Anyone ever heard of Pratt? I got a letter from there few days ago. They claim that they are a great art school and they give out lots of scholarship. Then I'm also trying to apply to QuestBridge early admission/scholarship program, but I might not have all the necessary materials done by then. (I forgot to put my school in the SAT exam.) I'm stupid, eh?

I did not draw a lot, but I have free period now, so I have time to either work on homework or drawings. I have been uploading lots of stuff in my LiveJournal though.

And there are many, many students I never seen in my classes!

I wish everything was asexual. Ack. Too many sexual things everywhere.

My oekaki board is messed up and I have no idea how to fix it. I don't think I even remember the password to the web account.

Hmm.. I want to make my journal look pretty like others'!

The down stair lady should smoke less if she doesn't want to die early. She's coughing her lungs out...

So... KH2 is out and there will probably be a KH3????

Then I should try to finish KH1 and get KH2 and play that... Man, geez, why is KH plotline so long??? I would like be updated with the plot and characters and the know what's going on and be KH-informed, but, but...

AHHHH THERE ARE TOO MANY VIDEO GAMES AND NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!!!

Anyway, spring break is here, and I'm into LJ again, except I got a new username because I feel guilty for not being active in a roleplay game for a long time, and I did roleplay in the previous LJ account~

I think more people should get LJ.

And I'm still kind of active in Gaia. I should... finish up those commissions during spring break.

I want to get better
I want to get better
I will practice a lot during spring break
And hopefully I will get better